Twenty Eight
Introduction
The miracle does nothing. All it does is to *undo*. And thus it cancels
out the interference to what has been done. It does not add, but merely
takes away. And what it takes away is long since gone, but being kept in
memory, appears to have immediate effects. This world was over long ago.
The thoughts that made it are no longer in the mind that thought of them
and loved them for a little while. The miracle but shows the past is
gone, and what has truly gone has no effects. Remembering a cause can
but produce illusions of its presence, not effects.
All the effects of guilt are here no more. For guilt is over. In its
passing went its consequences, left without a cause. Why would you cling
to it in memory if you did not *desire* its effects? Remembering is as
selective as perception, being its past tense. It is perception of the
past as if it were occurring now and still were there to see. Memory,
like perception, is a skill made up by you to take the place of what God
gave in your creation. And like all the things you made, it can be used
to serve another purpose and to be the means for something else. It can
be used to heal and not to hurt if you so wish it be.
Nothing employed for healing represents an effort to do anything at
all. It is a recognition that you have no needs which mean that
something must be done. It is an unselective memory, which is not used
to interfere with truth. All things the Holy Spirit can employ for
healing have been given Him, without the content and the purposes for
which they have been made. They are but skills without an application.
They *await* their use. They have no dedication and no aim.
The Present Memory
The Holy Spirit can indeed make use of memory, for God Himself is
there. Yet this is not a memory of past events, but only of a present
state. You are so long accustomed to believe that memory holds only what
is past that it is hard for you to realize it is a skill that can
remember *now*. The limitations on remembering the world imposes on it
are as vast as those you let the world impose on you. There *is* no link
of memory to the past. If you would have it there, then there it is. But
only your *desire* made the link, and only you have held it to a part of
time where guilt appears to linger still.
The Holy Spirit's use of memory is quite apart from time. He does not
seek to use it as a means to keep the past, but rather as a way to let
it *go*. Memory holds the message it receives and does what it is given
it to do. It does not write the message nor appoint what it is for. Like
to the body, it is purposeless within itself. And if it seems to serve
to cherish ancient hate and offers you the pictures of injustices and
hurts which you were saving, this is what you asked its message be, and
this is what it is. Committed to its vaults, the history of all the
body's past is hidden there. All of the strange associations made to
keep the past alive, the present dead, are stored within it, waiting
your command that they be brought to you and lived again. And thus do
their effects appear to be increased by time, which took away their
cause.
Yet time is but another phase of what does nothing. It works hand in
hand with all the other attributes with which you seek to keep concealed
the truth about yourself. Time neither takes away nor can restore. And
yet you make strange use of it, as if the past had caused the present,
which is but a consequence in which no change can be made possible
because its cause has gone. Yet change must have a cause that will
endure or else it will not last. No change can be made in the present if
its cause is past. Only the past is held in memory as you make use of
it, and so it is a way to hold the past *against* the now.
Remember *nothing* that you taught yourself, for you were badly
taught. And who would keep a senseless lesson in his mind when he can
learn and can preserve a better one? When ancient memories of hate
appear, remember that their cause is gone. And so you cannot understand
what they are for. Let not the cause that you would give them now be
what it was which made them what they were or seemed to be. Be glad that
it is gone, for this is what you would be pardoned from. And see instead
the new effects of cause accepted *now*, with consequences *here.* They
will surprise you with their loveliness. The ancient new ideas they
bring will be the happy consequences of a cause so ancient that it far
exceeds the span of memory which your perception sees.
This is the Cause the Holy Spirit has remembered for you, when you
would forget. It is not past because He let It not be unremembered. It
has never changed because there never was a time in which He did not
keep It safely in your mind. Its consequences will indeed seem new
because you thought that you remembered not their Cause. Yet was It
never absent from your mind, for it was not your Father's Will that He
be unremembered by His \[only\] Son.
What *you* remember never was. It came from causelessness which you
confused with cause. It can deserve but laughter when you learn you have
remembered consequences which were causeless and could *never* be
effects. The miracle reminds you of a Cause forever present, perfectly
untouched by time and interference—never changed from what It *is.* And
*you* are Its effects, as changeless and as perfect as Itself. Its
memory does not lie in the past nor await the future. It is not revealed
in miracles. They but remind you that It has not gone. When you forgive
It for your sins, It will no longer be denied.
You who have sought to lay a judgment on your own Creator cannot
understand it is not He Who laid a judgment on His Son. You would deny
Him His effects, yet have they never been denied. There was no time in
which His Son could be condemned for what was causeless and against His
Will. What your remembering would witness to is but the fear of God. He
has not done the thing you fear. No more have you. And so your innocence
has not been lost. You need no healing to be healed. In quietness, see
in the miracle a lesson in allowing Cause to have Its *own* effects and
doing nothing that would interfere.
The miracle comes quietly into the mind that stops an instant and is
still. It reaches gently from that quiet time, and from the mind it
healed in quiet then, to other minds to share its quietness. And they
will join in doing nothing to prevent its radiant extension back into
the mind Which caused all minds to be. Born out of sharing, there can be
no pause in time to cause the miracle delay in hastening to all unquiet
minds and bringing them an instant's stillness when the memory of God
returns to them. Their own remembering is quiet now, and what has come
to take its place will not be wholly unremembered afterwards.
He to Whom time is given offers thanks for every quiet instant given
Him. For in that instant is His memory allowed to offer all its
treasures to the Son of God, for whom they have been kept. How gladly
does He offer them unto the one for whom He has been given them! And His
Creator shares His thanks because He would not be deprived of His
effects. The instant's silence that His Son accepts gives welcome to
eternity and Him and lets Them enter where They would abide. For in that
instant does the Son of God do nothing that would make himself afraid.
How instantly the memory of God arises in the mind that has no fear
to keep the memory away. Its own remembering has gone. There is no past
to keep its fearful image in the way of glad awakening to present peace.
The trumpets of eternity resound throughout the stillness, yet disturb
it not. And what is now remembered is not fear, but rather is the cause
that fear was made to render unremembered and undone. The stillness
speaks in gentle sounds of love the Son of God remembers from before his
own remembering came in between the present and the past to shut them
out.
Now is the Son of God at last aware of present Cause and Its benign
effects. Now does he understand what he has made is causeless, making no
effects at all. He has done nothing. And in seeing this, he understands
he never had a need for doing anything and never did. His Cause *is* Its
effects. There never was a cause beside It that could generate a
different past or future. Its effects are changelessly eternal, beyond
fear, and past the world of sin entirely.
What has been lost, to see the causeless not? And where is sacrifice,
when memory of God has come to take the place of loss? What better way
to close the little gap between illusions and reality than to allow the
memory of God to flow across it, making it a bridge an instant will
suffice to reach beyond? For God has closed it with Himself. His memory
has not gone by and left a stranded Son forever on a shore where he can
glimpse another shore which he can never reach. His Father wills that he
be lifted up and gently carried over. *He* has built the bridge, and it
is He Who will transport His Son across it. Have no fear that He will
fail in what He wills. Nor that you be excluded from the Will that is
for you.
Reversing Effect and Cause
Without a cause there can be no effects, and yet without effects
there is no cause. The cause a cause is *made* by its effects; the
Father is a father by His Son. Effects do not create their cause, but
they establish its causation. Thus, the Son gives fatherhood to his
Creator and receives the gift that he has given Him. It is *because* he
is God's Son that he must also be a father who creates as God created
him. The circle of creation has no end. Its starting and its ending are
the same. But in itself it holds the universe of all creation, without
beginning and without an end.
Fatherhood *is* creation. Love must be extended. Purity is not
confined. It is the nature of the innocent to be forever uncontained,
without a barrier or limitation. Thus is purity not of the body. Nor can
it be found where limitation is. The body can be healed by its effects,
which are as limitless as is itself. Yet must all healing come about
because the mind is recognized as not within the body, and its innocence
is quite apart from it and where *all* healing is. Where then is
healing? Only where its cause is given its effects. For sickness is a
meaningless attempt to give effects to causelessness and *make* it be a
cause.
Always in sickness does the Son of God attempt to make himself his
cause and not allow himself to be his Father's Son. For this impossible
desire, he does not believe that he is Love's effect and must be cause
because of what he is. The cause of healing is the only Cause of
everything. It has but *one* effect. And in that recognition,
causelessness is given no effects and none are seen. A mind within a
body and a world of other bodies, each with separate minds, are your
“creations,” you the “other” mind, creating with effects unlike
yourself. And as their “father,” you must be like them. Nothing at all
has happened but that you have put yourself to sleep and dreamed a dream
in which you were an alien to yourself and but a part of someone else's
dream.
The miracle does not awaken you but merely shows you who the dreamer
*is*. It teaches you there is a choice of dreams while you are still
asleep, depending on the purpose of your dreaming. Do you wish for
dreams of healing or for dreams of death? A dream is like a memory in
that it pictures what you *wanted* shown to you. An empty storehouse
with an open door holds all your shreds of memories and dreams. Yet if
you are the dreamer, you perceive this much at least—that *you* have
caused the dream and can accept another dream as well. But for this
change in content of the dream, it must be realized that it is you who
dreamed the dreaming that you do not like. It is but an effect which
*you* have caused, and you would not *be* cause of this effect.
In dreams of murder and attack are you the victim in a dying body
slain. But in forgiving dreams is no one asked to be the victim and the
sufferer. These are the happy dreams the miracle exchanges for your own.
It does not ask you make another—only that you see you made the one you
would exchange for this. This world is causeless, as is every dream that
anyone has dreamed within the world. No plans are possible and no design
exists that could be found and understood.
What else could be expected from a thing that has no cause? Yet if it
has no cause, it has no purpose. You may cause a dream, but never will
you give it real effects. For that would change its cause, and it is
this you cannot do. The dreamer of a dream is not awake but does not
know he sleeps. He sees illusions of himself as sick or well, depressed
or happy, but without a stable cause with guaranteed effects.
The miracle establishes you dream a dream and that its content is not
true. This is a crucial step in dealing with illusions. No one is afraid
of them when he perceives he made them up. The fear was held in place
*because* he did not see that he was author of the dream, and not a
figure in the dream. He gives *himself* the consequences which he dreams
he gave his brother. And it is but this the dream has put together and
has offered him to show him that his wishes have been done. Thus does he
fear his *own* attack but sees it at another's hands. As victim, he is
suffering from its effects but not their cause. He authored not his own
attack, and he is innocent of what he caused. The miracle does nothing
but to show him that he has done nothing. What he fears is cause without
the consequences which would *make* it cause. And so it never was.
The separation started with the dream the Father was deprived of His
effects and powerless to keep them since He was no longer their Creator.
In the dream, the dreamer made himself, but what he made has turned
against him, taking on the role of its creator as the dreamer had. And
as he hated his Creator, so the figures in the dream have hated him. His
body is their slave which they abuse because the motives he has given it
have they adopted as their own. And hate it for the vengeance it would
offer them. It is their vengeance on the body which appears to prove the
dreamer could not be the maker of the dream. Effect and cause are first
split off and then reversed, so that effect becomes a cause; the cause,
effect.
This is the separation's final step with which salvation, which
proceeds to go the *other* way, begins. This final step is an effect of
what has gone before, appearing as a cause. The miracle is the first
step in giving back to cause the function of causation, not effect. For
this confusion has produced the dream, and while it lasts, will wakening
be feared. Nor will the call to wakening be heard, because it seems to
be the call to fear.
Like every lesson which the Holy Spirit requests you learn, the
miracle is clear. It demonstrates what He would have you learn and shows
you its effects are what you *want*. In His forgiving dreams are the
effects of yours undone and hated enemies perceived as friends with
merciful intent. Their enmity is seen as causeless now, because they did
not make it. And you can accept the role of maker of their hate, because
you *see* that it has no effects. Now are you freed from this much of
the dream; the world is neutral, and the bodies which still seem to move
about as separate things need not be feared. And so they are not sick.
The miracle returns the cause of fear to you who made it. But it also
shows that, having no effects, it is not cause because the function of
causation is to have effects. And where effects are gone, there *is* no
cause. Thus is the body healed by miracles because they show the mind
*made* sickness and employed the body to be victim or effect of what it
made. Yet half the lesson will not teach the whole. The miracle is
useless if you learn but that the body can be healed, for this is not
the lesson it was sent to teach. The lesson is the *mind* was sick that
thought the body could be sick; projecting out its guilt caused nothing
and had no effects.
This world is full of miracles. They stand in shining silence next to
every dream of pain and suffering, of sin and guilt. They are the
dream's alternative, the choice to be the dreamer rather than deny the
active role in making up the dream. They are the glad effects of taking
back the consequence of sickness to its cause. The body is released
because the mind acknowledges “this is not done to me, but *I* am doing
this.” And thus the mind is free to make another choice instead.
Beginning here, salvation will proceed to change the course of every
step in the descent to separation, until all the steps have been
retraced, the ladder gone, and all the dreaming of the world undone.
The Agreement to Join
What waits in perfect certainty beyond salvation is not our concern.
For you have barely started to allow your first uncertain steps to be
directed up the ladder separation led you down. The miracle alone is
your concern at present. Here is where we must begin. And having
started, will the way be made serene and simple in the rising up to
waking and the ending of the dream. When you accept a miracle, you do
not add your dream of fear to one that is already being dreamed. Without
support, the dream will fade away without effects. For it is *your*
support that strengthens it.
No mind is sick until another mind agrees that they are separate. And
thus it is their *joint* decision to be sick. If you withhold agreement
and accept the part *you* play in making sickness real, the other mind
cannot project its guilt without your aid in letting it perceive itself
as separate and apart from you. Thus is the body not perceived as sick
by both your minds, from separate points of view. Uniting with a
brother's mind prevents the *cause* of sickness and perceived effects.
Healing is the effect of minds which join, as sickness comes from minds
which separate.
The miracle does nothing just *because* the minds are joined and
cannot separate. Yet in the dreaming has this been reversed, and
separate minds are seen as bodies which are separated and which cannot
join. Do not allow your brother to be sick, for if he is, have you
abandoned him to his own dream by sharing it with him. He has not seen
the cause of sickness where it is, and you have overlooked the gap
between you, where the sickness has been bred. Thus are you *joined* in
sickness, to preserve the little gap unhealed, where sickness is kept
carefully protected, cherished, and upheld by firm belief, lest God
should come to bridge the little gap that leads to Him. Fight not His
coming with illusions, for it is His coming that you want above all
things that seem to glisten in the dream.
The end of dreaming is the end of fear, and love was never in the
world of dreams. The gap *is* little. Yet it holds the seeds of
pestilence and every form of ill because it is a wish to keep apart and
not to join. And thus it seems to give a cause to sickness which is
*not* its cause. The *purpose* of the gap is all the cause that sickness
has. For it was made to keep you separated in a body which you see as if
*it* were the cause of pain.
The cause of pain is separation, not the body, which is only its
effect. Yet separation is but empty space, enclosing nothing, doing
nothing, and as unsubstantial as the empty place between the ripples
that a ship has made in passing by. And covered just as fast, as water
rushes in to close the gap and as the waves in joining cover it. Where
is the gap between the waves when they have joined and covered up the
space which seemed to keep them separate for a little while? Where are
the grounds for sickness when the minds have joined to close the little
gap between them where the seeds of sickness seemed to grow?
God builds the bridge, but only in the space left clean and vacant by
the miracle. The seeds of sickness and the shame of \[sin\] He cannot
bridge, for He cannot destroy the alien will that He created not. Let
its effects be gone and clutch them not with eager hands, to keep them
for yourself. The miracle will brush them all aside and thus make room
for Him Who wills to come and bridge His Son's returning to Himself.
Count, then, the silver miracles and golden dreams of happiness as
all the treasures you would keep within the storehouse of the world. The
door is open, not to thieves but to your starving brothers who mistook
for gold the shining of a pebble and who stored a heap of snow that
shone like silver. They have nothing left behind the open door. What is
the world except a little gap perceived to tear eternity apart and break
it into days and months and years? And what are you who live within the
world except a picture of the Son of God in broken pieces, each
concealed within a separate and uncertain bit of clay?
Be not afraid, but let your world be lit by miracles. And where the
gap was seen to stand between you, join your brother there. And sickness
will be seen *without* a cause. The dream of healing in forgiveness lies
and gently shows you that you never sinned. The miracle would leave no
proof of guilt to bring you witness to what never was. And in your
storehouse it will make a place of welcome for your Father and your
Self. The door is open that all those may come who would no longer
starve and would enjoy the feast of plenty set before them there. And
they will meet with your invited Guests the miracle has asked to come to
you.
This is a feast unlike indeed to those the dreaming of the world has
shown. For here, the more that anyone receives, the more is left for all
the rest to share. The Guests have brought unlimited supply with Them.
And no one is deprived or can deprive. Here is a feast the Father lays
before His Son and shares it equally with him. And in Their sharing
there can *be* no gap in which abundance falters and grows thin. Here
can the lean years enter not, for time waits not upon this feast, which
has no end. For Love has set Its table in the space that seemed to keep
your Guests apart from you.
The Greater Joining
Accepting the Atonement for yourself means not to give support to
someone's dream of sickness and of death. It means that you share not
his wish to separate and let him turn illusions on himself. Nor do you
wish that they be turned instead on you. Thus have they *no* effects.
And you are free of dreams of pain because you let him be. Unless you
help him, you will suffer pain with him because that is your wish. And
you become a figure in his dream of pain, as he in yours. So do you both
become illusions and without identity. You could be anyone or anything,
depending on whose evil dream you share. You can be sure of just one
thing—that you are evil, for you share in dreams of fear.
There is a way of finding certainty right *here* and *now.* Refuse to
be a part of fearful dreams whatever form they take, for you *will* lose
identity in them. You *find* yourself by not accepting them as causing
you and giving you effects. You stand apart from them but not apart from
him who dreams them. Thus you separate the dreamer from the dream and
join \[with\] one but let the other *go*. The dream is but illusion in
the mind. And with the mind you *would* unite, but *never* with the
dream. It is the dream you fear and *not* the mind. You see them as the
same because you think that *you* are but a dream. And what is real and
what is but illusion in yourself you do not know and cannot tell apart.
Like you, your brother thinks he is a dream. Share not in his
illusion of himself, for your identity depends on his reality. Think
rather of him as a mind in which illusions still persist, but as a mind
which brother is to you. He is not brother made by what he dreams, nor
is his body, “hero” of the dream, your brother. It is his *reality* that
is your brother, as is yours to him. Your mind and his are joined in
brotherhood. His body and his dreams but seem to make a little gap,
where yours have joined with his.
And yet, between your minds there *is* no gap. To join his dreams is
thus to meet him not because his dreams would separate from you.
Therefore, release him, merely by your claim on brotherhood and not on
dreams of fear. Let him acknowledge who he is by not supporting his
illusions by your faith, for if you do, you will have faith in *yours.*
With faith in yours, *he* will not be released, and *you* are kept in
bondage to his dream. And dreams of fear will haunt the little gap,
inhabited but by illusions which you have supported in each other's
minds.
Be certain, if you do your part, he will do his, for he will join you
where you stand. Call not to him to meet you in the gap between you, or
you must believe that it is your reality as well as his. You *cannot* do
his part, but this you *do* when you become a passive figure in his
dream instead of dreamer of your own. Identity in dreams is meaningless
because the dreamer and the dream are one. Who *shares* a dream must
*be* the dream he shares because by sharing is a cause produced.
You share confusion and you *are* confused, for in the gap no stable
self exists. What is the same seems different because what is the same
appears to be unlike. His dreams are yours because you *let* them be.
But if you took your own away would he be free of them and of his own as
well. Your dreams are witnesses to his, and his attest the truth of
yours. Yet if you see there *is* no truth in yours, his dreams will
\[disappear before his eyes\], and he will understand what *made* the
dream.
The Holy Spirit is in *both* your minds, and He is One because there
is no gap that separates His Oneness from Itself. The gap between your
bodies matters not, for what is joined in Him is *always* one. No one is
sick if someone else accepts his union with him. His desire to be a sick
and separated mind can *not* remain without a witness or a cause. And
*both* are gone if someone wills to be united with him. He has
dream\[ed\] that he was separated from his brother who, by sharing not
his dream, has left the space between them vacant. And the Father comes
to join His Son the Holy Spirit joined.
The Holy Spirit's function is to take the broken picture of the Son
of God and put the pieces into place again. This holy picture, healed
entirely, does He hold out to every separate piece that thinks it is a
picture in itself. To each he offers his identity, which the whole
picture represents, instead of just a little broken bit which he
insisted was himself. And when he sees *this* picture, he will recognize
himself. If you share not your brother's evil dream, this *is* the
picture that the miracle will place within the little gap, left clean of
all the seeds of sickness and of sin. And here the Father will receive
His Son, because His Son was gracious to himself.
I thank you, Father, knowing you will come to close each little gap
that lies between the broken pieces of Your holy Son. Your holiness,
complete and perfect, lies in every one of them. And they *are* joined
because what is in one is in them all. How holy is the smallest grain of
sand when it is recognized as being part of the completed picture of
God's Son! The forms the broken pieces seem to take mean nothing. For
the whole is in each one. And every aspect of the Son of God is just the
same as every other part.
Join not your brother's dreams but join with *him*, and where you
join His Son, the Father is. Who seeks for substitutes when he perceives
he has lost nothing? Who would *want* to have the “benefits” of sickness
when he has received the simple happiness of health? What God has given
cannot *be* a loss, and what is not of Him has no effects. What then
would you perceive within the gap? The seeds of sickness come from the
belief that there is *joy* in separation, and its giving up would be a
*sacrifice*. But miracles are the result when you do not insist on
seeing in the gap what is not there. Your willingness to *let* illusions
go is all the Healer of God's Son requires. He will place the miracle of
healing where the seeds of sickness were. And there will be *no* loss,
but *only* gain.
The Alternate to Dreams of Fear
What is a sense of sickness but a sense of limitation? Of a splitting
*off* and separating *from*? A gap perceived between \[ourselves\] and
what is seen as health? The good is seen outside; the evil, in. And thus
is sickness separating off the self from good and keeping evil in. God
is the *alternate* to dreams of fear. Who shares in them can *never*
share in Him. But who withdraws his mind from sharing them *is* sharing
Him. There is no other choice. Except you share it, nothing can exist.
And *you* exist because God shared His Will with you, that His creation
might create.
It is the *sharing* of the evil dreams of hate and malice, bitterness
and death, of sin and suffering, \[of\] pain and loss, that makes them
real. Unshared, they are perceived as meaningless. The fear is gone from
them because you did not give them your support. Where fear has gone,
there love *must* come because there *are* but these alternatives. Where
one appears, the other disappears. And which you share becomes the only
one you have. You have the one which you accept, because it is the only
one you *want*. You share no evil dreams if you forgive the
dreamer and perceive that he is not the dream he made. And so he cannot
be a part of yours, from which you *both* are free. Forgiveness
separates the dreamer from the evil dream and thus releases him.
Remember if you share an evil dream, you will believe you *are* the
dream you share. And fearing it, you will not *want* to know your own
Identity because you think that *it* is fearful. And you *will* deny
your Self and walk upon an alien ground which your Creator did not make
and where you seem to be a “something” you are not. You *will* make war
upon your Self, which seems to be your enemy, and *will* attack your
brother as a part of what you hate. There *is* no compromise. You are
your Self or an illusion. What can be between illusion and the truth? A
middle ground where you can be a thing that is not you must be a dream
and cannot be the truth.
You have conceived a little gap between illusions and the truth to be
the place where all your safety lies and where your Self is safely
hidden by what you have made. Here is a world established that is sick,
and this the world the body's eyes perceive. Here are the sounds it
hears—the voices which its ears were made to hear. Yet sights and sounds
the body can perceive are meaningless. It cannot see nor hear. It does
not know what seeing *is*, what listening is *for*. It is as little able
to perceive as it can judge or understand or know. Its eyes are blind;
its ears are deaf. It cannot think, and so it cannot have effects.
What is there God created to be sick? And what that He created not
can be? Let not your eyes behold a dream, your ears bear witness to
illusion. They were made to look upon a world that is not there, to hear
the voices that can make no sound. Yet are there other sounds and other
sights which *can* be seen and heard and understood. For eyes and ears
are senses without sense, and what they see and hear they but report. It
is not they that hear and see, but *you*, who put together every jagged
piece, each senseless scrap and shred of evidence, and make a witness to
the world you want. Let not the body's ears and eyes perceive these
countless fragments seen within the gap which you imagined, and let them
persuade their maker his imaginings \[were\] real.
Creation proves reality because it shares the function all creation
shares. It is not made of little bits of glass, a piece of wood, a
thread or two perhaps, all put together to attest its truth. Reality
does not depend on this. There *is* no gap which separates the truth
from dreams and from illusions. Truth has left no room for them in any
place or time. For it fills every place and every time and makes them
wholly indivisible.
You who believe there *is* a little gap between you, do not
understand that it is here that you are kept as prisoners in a world
perceived to be existing here. The world you see does not exist because
the place where you perceive it is not real. The gap is carefully
concealed in fog, and misty pictures rise to cover it with vague,
uncertain forms and changing shapes, forever unsubstantial and unsure.
Yet in the gap is *nothing*. And there *are* no awesome secrets and no
darkened tombs where terror rises from the bones of death. Look at the
little gap, and you behold the innocence and emptiness of sin that you
will see within yourself when you have lost the fear of *recognizing*
love.
The Secret Vows
Who punishes the body is insane. For here the little gap is seen, and
yet it is not here. It has not judged itself nor made itself to be what
it is not. It does not seek to make of pain a joy and look for lasting
pleasure in the dust. It does not tell you what its purpose is and
cannot understand what it is for. It does not victimize because it has
no will, no preferences, and no doubts. It does not wonder what it is.
And so it has no need to be competitive. It *can* be victimized but
*cannot* feel itself as victim. It accepts no role but does what it is
told, without attack.
It is indeed a senseless point of view to hold responsible for sight
a thing that cannot see and blame it for the sounds you do not like,
although it cannot hear. It suffers not the punishment you give because
it has no feeling. It behaves in ways you want but never makes the
choice. It is not born and does not die. It can but follow aimlessly the
path on which it has been set. And if that path is changed, it walks as
easily another way. It takes no sides and judges not the road it
travels. It perceives no gap because it does not hate. It can be *used*
for hate, but it cannot be hateful made thereby.
The thing you hate and fear and loathe and *want*, the body does not
know. You send it forth to seek for separation and to be a separate
thing. And *then* you hate it, not for what it is, but for the uses you
have made of it. You shrink from what it sees and what it hears and hate
its frailty and littleness. And you despise its acts but not your own.
It sees and acts for *you*. It hears *your* voice. And it is frail and
little by *your* wish. It seems to punish you and thus deserve your
hatred for the limitations which it brings to you. Yet you have made of
it a symbol for the limitations which you want your *mind* to have and
see and *keep*.
The body *represents* the gap between the little bit of mind you call
your own and all the rest of what is *really* yours. You hate it, yet
you think it *is* your self and that without it would your self be lost.
This is the secret vow which you have made with every brother who would
walk apart. This is the secret oath you take again, whenever you
perceive yourself attacked. No one can suffer if he does not see himself
attacked and *losing* by attack. Unstated and unheard in consciousness
is every pledge to sickness. Yet it is a promise to another to be hurt
by him and to attack him in return.
Sickness is anger taken out upon the body, so that *it* will suffer
pain. It is the obvious effect of what was made in secret, in agreement
with another's secret wish to be apart from you, as you would be apart
from him. Unless you *both* agree that is your wish, it can have no
effects. Whoever says, “There *is* no gap between my mind and yours” has
kept God's promise, not his tiny oath to be forever faithful unto death.
And by his healing is his brother healed.
Let this be your agreement with each one—that you be one with him and
not apart. And he will keep the promise that you make with him because
it is the one which he has made to God, as God has made to him. God
keeps His promises; His Son keeps his. In his creation did his Father
say, “You are beloved of Me and I of you forever. Be you perfect as
Myself, for you can never be apart from Me.” His Son remembers not that
he replied “I will,” though in that promise he was born. Yet God reminds
him of it every time he does not share a promise to be sick but lets his
mind be healed and unified. His secret vows are powerless before the
Will of God, Whose promises he shares. And what he substitutes is not
his will, who has made promise of himself to God.
The Beautiful Relationship
God asks for nothing, and His Son, like Him, need ask for nothing.
For there is no lack in him. An empty space, a little gap, would be a
lack. And it is only there that he could want for something he has not.
A space where God is not, a gap between the Father and the Son is not
the will of either, who have promised to be one. God's promise is a
promise to *Himself*, and there is no one who could be untrue to what He
wills as part of what He *is.* The promise that there is no gap between
Himself and what He is cannot be false. What will can come between what
*must* be one, and in Whose wholeness there can *be* no gap?
The beautiful relationship you have with all your brothers is a part
of you because it is a part of God Himself. Are you not sick if you deny
yourself your wholeness and your health, the Source of help, the Call to
healing, and the Call to heal? Your savior waits for healing, and the
world waits with him. Nor are you apart from it. For healing will be one
or not at all, its oneness being where the healing lies. What could
correct for separation but its opposite? There is no middle ground in
any aspect of salvation. You accept it wholly or accept it not. What is
unseparated must be joined. And what is joined cannot be separate.
Either there is a gap between you and your brother, or you *are* as
one. There is no in between, no other choice, and no allegiance to be
split between the two. A split allegiance is but faithlessness to both
and merely sets you spinning round, to grasp uncertainly at any straw
that seems to hold some promise of relief. Yet who can build his home
upon a straw and count on it as shelter from the wind? The body can be
made a home like this because it lacks foundation in the truth. And yet,
*because* it does, it can be seen as *not* your home but merely as an
aid to help you reach the home where God abides.
With *this* as purpose *is* the body healed. It is not used to
witness to the dream of separation and disease. Nor is it idly blamed
for what it did not do. It serves to help the healing of God's Son, and
for *this* purpose it cannot *be* sick. It will not join a purpose not
your own, and you have *chosen* that it not be sick. All miracles are
based upon this choice and given you the instant it is made. No forms of
sickness are immune because the choice cannot be made in terms of form.
The choice of sickness *seems* to be a form, yet it is one, as is its
opposite. And *you* are sick or well accordingly.
But never you alone. This world is but the dream that you can *be*
alone and think without affecting those apart from you. To be alone must
mean you are apart, and if you are, you cannot *but* be sick. This seems
to prove that you must be apart. Yet all it means is that you tried to
keep a promise to be true to faithlessness. Yet faithlessness *is*
sickness. It is like the house set upon straw. It seems to be quite
solid and substantial in itself. Yet its stability cannot be judged
apart from its foundation. If it rests on straw, there is no need to bar
the door and lock the windows and make fast the bolts. The wind *will*
topple it, and rain *will* come and carry it into oblivion.
What is the sense in seeking to be safe in what was *made* for danger
and for fear? Why burden it with further locks and chains and heavy
anchors when its weakness lies not in itself but in the frailty of the
little gap of nothingness whereon it stands? What *can* be safe which
rests upon a shadow? Would you build your home upon what will collapse
beneath a feather's weight?
Your home is built upon your brother's health, upon his happiness,
his sinlessness, and everything his Father promised him. No secret
promise you have made instead has shaken the Foundation of his home. The
winds will blow upon it, and the rain will beat against it but with no
effect. The world will wash away, and yet this house will stand forever,
for its strength lies not within itself alone. It is an ark of safety,
resting on God's promise that His Son is safe forever in Himself. What
gap can interpose itself between the safety of this shelter and its
Source? From here the body can be seen as what it is and neither less
nor more in worth than the extent to which it can be used to liberate
God's Son unto his home. And with this holy purpose is it made a home of
holiness a little while because it shares your Father's Will with *you.*