There is no cruelty in God and none in me.
There is no cruelty in God and none in me.
No one attacks without intent to hurt. This can have no
exception. When you think that you attack in self defense, you mean that
to be cruel is protection; you are safe because of cruelty. You mean
that you believe to hurt another brings you freedom. And you mean that
to attack is to exchange the state in which you are for something
better, safer, more secure from dangerous invasion and from fear.
How thoroughly insane is the idea that to defend from fear
is to attack! For here is fear begot and fed with blood, to make it grow
and swell and rage. And thus is fear protected, not escaped. Today we
learn a lesson which can save you more delay and needless misery than
you can possibly imagine. It is this:
*You make what you defend against, and by
your own defense against it, is it real
and inescapable. Lay down your arms,
and only then do you perceive it false.*
It seems to be the enemy without that you attack. Yet your
defense sets up an enemy within—an alien thought at war with you,
depriving you of peace, splitting your mind into two camps which seem
wholly irreconcilable. For love now has an “enemy,” an opposite; and
fear, the alien, now needs your defense against the threat of what you
really are.
If you consider carefully the means by which your fancied
self-defense proceeds on its imagined way, you will perceive the
premises on which the idea stands. First, it is obvious ideas must leave
their source. For it is you who make attack and must have first
conceived of it. Yet you attack outside yourself and separate your mind
from him who is to be attacked with perfect faith the split you made is
real.
Next are the attributes of love bestowed upon its “enemy.”
For fear becomes your safety and protector of your peace, to which you
turn for solace and escape from doubts about your strength and hope of
rest in dreamless quiet. And as love is shorn of what belongs to it and
it alone, love is endowed with attributes of fear. For love would ask
you lay down all defense as merely foolish. And your arms indeed would
crumble into dust. For such they are.
With love as enemy must cruelty become a god, and gods
demand that those who worship them obey their dictates and refuse to
question them. Harsh punishment is meted out relentlessly to those who
ask if the demands are sensible or even sane. It is their enemies who
are unreasonable and insane, while they are always merciful and just.
Today we look upon this cruel god dispassionately. And we
note that though his lips are smeared with blood and fire seems to flame
from him, he is but made of stone. He can do nothing. We need not defy
his power. He has none. And those who see in him their safety have no
guardian, no strength to call upon in danger, and no mighty warrior to
fight for them.
This moment can be terrible. But it can also be the time of
your release from abject slavery. You make a choice, standing before
this idol, seeing him exactly as he is. Will you restore to love what
you have sought to wrest from it and lay before this mindless piece of
stone? Or will you make another idol to replace it? For the god of
cruelty takes many forms. Another can be found.
Yet do not think that fear is the escape from fear. Let us
remember what the course has stressed about the obstacles to peace. The
final one, the hardest to believe is nothing and a seeming obstacle with
the appearance of a solid block, impenetrable, fearful and beyond
surmounting, is the fear of God Himself. Here is the basic premise which
enthrones the thought of fear as god. For fear is loved by those who
worship it, and love appears to be invested now with cruelty.
Where does the totally insane belief in gods of vengeance
come from? Love has not confused its attributes with those of fear. Yet
must the worshipers of fear perceive their own confusion in fear's
“enemy,” its cruelty as now a part of love. And what becomes more
fearful than the heart of Love Itself? The blood appears to be upon His
lips; the fire comes from Him. And He is terrible above all else, cruel
beyond conception, striking down all who acknowledge Him to be their
God.
The choice you make today is certain. For you look for the
last time upon this bit of carven stone you made and call it god no
longer. You have reached this place before, but you have chosen that
this cruel god remain with you in still another form, and so the fear of
God returned with you. This time you leave it here. And you return to a
new world unburdened by its weight; beheld not in its sightless eyes but
in the vision that your choice restored to you.
Now do your eyes belong to Christ, and He looks through
them. Now your voice belongs to God and echoes His. And now your heart
remains at peace forever. You have chosen Him in place of idols, and
your attributes, given by your Creator, are restored to you at last. The
Call of God is heard and answered. Now has fear made way for love, as
God Himself replaces cruelty.
*Father, we are like You. No cruelty abides in us for
there is none in You. Your peace is ours. And we bless the world with
what we have received from You alone. We choose again and make our
choice for all our brothers, knowing they are one with us. We bring them
Your salvation as we have received it now. And we give thanks for them
who render us complete. In them we see Your glory, and in them we find
our peace. Holy are we because Your holiness has set us free. And we
give thanks. Amen.*