Four
Introduction
The Bible says that you should go with a brother twice as far as he
asks. It certainly does not suggest that you set him back on his
journey. Devotion to a brother cannot set *you* back either. It can lead
*only* to mutual progress. The result of genuine devotion is inspiration,
a word which properly understood is the opposite of fatigue. To be
fatigued is to be *dis*-spirited, but to be inspired is to be in the
spirit. To be egocentric *is* to be dispirited, but to be Self-centered in
the right sense is to be inspired, or in the Soul. The truly inspired
are enlightened and cannot abide in darkness.
You can speak from the Soul or from the ego, precisely as you choose.
If you speak from the Soul, you have chosen “to be still and know that *I*
am God.” These words are inspired because they come from knowledge. If
you speak from the ego, you are disclaiming knowledge instead of
affirming it and are thus dispiriting yourself. Do not embark on foolish
journeys, because they are indeed in vain. The ego may desire them, but
the Soul cannot embark on them, because it is forever unwilling to
depart from its Foundation.
The journey to the cross should be the last foolish journey for every
mind. Do not dwell upon it, but dismiss it as accomplished. If you can
accept it as your *own* last foolish journey, you are also free to join my
resurrection. Human living has indeed been needlessly wasted in a
repetition compulsion. It reenacts the separation, the loss of power,
the foolish journey of the ego in an attempt at reparation, and finally
the crucifixion of the body or death.
Repetition compulsions can be endless unless they are given up by an
act of will. Do not make the pathetic human error of “clinging to the
old rugged cross.” The only message of the crucifixion was that we can
*overcome* the cross. Unless you do so, you are free to crucify yourself
as often as you choose. But this is not the Gospel I intended to offer
you. We have another journey to undertake, and if you will read these
lessons carefully, they will help to prepare you to undertake it.
Right Teaching and Right Learning
We have spoken of many different human symptoms, and at this level
there is almost endless variation. There is, however, only *one* cause of
all of them. The authority problem *is* “the root of all evil.” Money is
but one of its many reflections and is a reasonably representative
example of the kind of thinking which stems from it. The idea of buying
and selling implies precisely the kind of exchange that the Soul cannot
understand at all because its supply is always abundant and all its
demands are fully met.
Every symptom which the ego has made involves a contradiction in
terms. This is because the mind is split between the ego and the Soul,
so that *whatever* the ego makes is incomplete and contradictory. This
untenable position is the result of the authority problem which, because
it accepts the one inconceivable thought as its premise, can only
produce ideas which are inconceivable. The term “profess” is used quite
frequently in the Bible. To profess is to identify with an idea and
offer the idea to others to be their own. The idea does not lessen; it
becomes *stronger*.
A good teacher clarifies his own ideas and strengthens them by
teaching them. Teacher and pupil are alike in the learning process. They
are in the same order of learning, and unless they *share* their lessons,
they will lack conviction. A good teacher must believe in the ideas
which he professes, but he must meet another condition; he must also
believe in the students to whom he offers his ideas. Many stand guard
over their ideas because they want to protect their thought systems as
they are, and learning means change. Change is always fearful to the
separated ones because they cannot conceive of it as a change towards
*healing* the separation. They *always* perceive it as a change towards
further separation because the separation was their first experience of
change.
You believe that if you allow no change to enter into your ego, your
Soul will find peace. This profound confusion is possible only if one
maintains that the same thought system can stand on two foundations.
*Nothing* can reach the Soul from the ego, and nothing *from* the Soul can
strengthen the ego or reduce the conflict within it. The ego *is* a
contradiction. Man's self and God's Self *are* in opposition. They are
opposed in creation, in will, and in outcome. They are fundamentally
irreconcilable because the Soul cannot perceive and the ego cannot know.
They are therefore *not in communication* and can never *be* in
communication. Nevertheless, the ego can learn because its maker can be
misguided but *cannot* make the totally lifeless out of the life-given.
The Soul need not be taught, but the ego *must*.
The ultimate reason why learning is perceived as frightening is
because learning *does* lead to the relinquishment (*not* destruction) of
the ego to the light of the Soul. This is the change the ego *must* fear
because it does not share my charity. My lesson was like yours, and
because I learned it, I can teach it. I never attack your egos, but I *do*
try to teach you how their thought system[s] arose. When I remind you of
your *true* creation, your egos cannot *but* respond with fear.
Teaching and learning are your greatest strengths now, because you
*must* change your mind and help others change theirs. It is pointless to
refuse to tolerate change because you believe you can demonstrate that
by doing so the separation has not occurred. The dreamer who doubts the
reality of his dream while he is still dreaming is not really healing
the level-split. You *have* dreamed of a separated ego, and you *have*
believed in a world which rests upon it. This is very real to you. You
cannot undo this by doing nothing and *not* changing.
If you are willing to renounce the role of guardian[s] of your
thought system[s] and open [them] to me, I will correct [them] very
gently and lead you home. Every good teacher hopes to give his students
so much of his own thinking that they will one day no longer need him.
This is the one real goal of the parent, teacher, and therapist. This
goal will not be achieved by those who believe that they will *lose* their
child or pupil or patient if they succeed. It is *impossible* to convince
the ego of this because it goes against all of its own laws. But
remember that laws are set up to protect the continuity of the system in
which the law-maker *believes*.
It is natural enough for the ego to try to protect itself once you
have made it, but it is *not* natural for *you* to want to obey its laws
unless you believe in them. The ego cannot make this choice because of
the nature of its origin. *You* can because of the nature of *yours*. Egos
can clash in any situation, but Souls cannot clash at all. If you
perceive a teacher as merely a “larger ego,” you *will* be afraid because
to *enlarge* an ego *is* to increase separation anxiety. I will teach with
you and live with you if you will think with me, but my goal will always
be to absolve you finally from the *need* for a teacher.
This is the *opposite* of the ego-oriented teacher's goal. He is
concerned with the effect of *his* ego on *other* egos and therefore
interprets their interaction as a means of ego preservation. I would not
be able to devote myself to teaching if I believed this, and *you* will
not be a devoted teacher as long as *you* maintain it. I am constantly
being perceived as a teacher either to be exalted or rejected, but I do
not accept either perception for myself.
Your worth is *not* established by your teaching *or* your learning. Your
worth was established by God. As long as you dispute this, *everything*
you do will be fearful, particularly any situation which lends itself to
the “superiority-inferiority” fallacy. Teachers must be patient and
repeat their lessons until they are learned. I am willing to do this
because I have no right to set your learning limits for you. Once
again—*nothing* you do or think or wish or make is necessary to establish
your worth. This point is not debatable except in delusions. Your ego is
*never* at stake because God did *not* create it. Your Soul is never at
stake because He *did*. *Any* confusion on this point is a delusion and no
form of devotion is possible as long as this delusion lasts.
The ego tries to exploit *all* situations into forms of praise for
itself in order to overcome its doubts. It will be doubtful forever, or
rather as long as you believe in it. You who made it *cannot* trust it
because you *know* it is not real. The only *sane* solution is not to try to
change reality, which is indeed a fearful attempt, but to see it as it
*is*. *You* are part of reality, which stands unchanged beyond the reach of
your ego but within easy reach of your Soul. When you are afraid, be
still and *know* that God is real and *you* are His beloved Son in whom He
is well pleased. Do not let your ego dispute this because the ego cannot
know what is as far beyond its reach as you are.
God is *not* the author of fear. *You* are. You have chosen, therefore,
to create unlike Him, and you have made fear for yourselves. You are not
at peace because you are not fulfilling your function. God gave you a
very lofty responsibility which you are not meeting. You *know* this, and
you are afraid. In fact, your egos have chosen to be afraid *instead* of
meeting it. When you awaken you will not be able to understand this
because it is literally incredible. *Do not believe the incredible now*.
Any attempt to increase its believability is merely to postpone the
inevitable.
The word “inevitable” is fearful to the ego but joyous to the Soul.
God *is* inevitable, and you *cannot* avoid Him any more than He can avoid
*you*. The ego is afraid of the Soul's joy because, once you have
experienced it, you will withdraw all protection from the ego and become
totally without the investment in fear. Your investment is great now
because fear is a witness to the separation, and your ego rejoices when
you witness to it. Leave it behind! Do not listen to it, and do not
preserve it. Listen only to God, Who is as incapable of deception as are
the Souls He created.
Release yourselves and release others. Do not present a false and
unworthy picture of yourself to others, and do not accept such a picture
of them yourselves. The ego has built a shabby and unsheltering home for
you because it cannot build otherwise. Do not try to make this
impoverished house stand. *Its* weakness is *your* strength. Only God could
make a home that is worthy of His creations, who have chosen to leave it
empty by their own dispossession. Yet His home will stand forever and is
ready for you when you choose to enter it. Of this you can be wholly
certain. God is as incapable of creating the perishable as the ego is of
making the eternal.
Of your egos you can do nothing to save yourselves or others, but of
your Souls you can do everything for the salvation of both. Humility is
a lesson for the ego, *not* for the Soul. The Soul is beyond humility
because it recognizes its radiance and gladly sheds its light
everywhere. The meek shall inherit the earth because their egos are
humble, and this gives them better perception. The Kingdom of Heaven is
the *right* of the Soul, whose beauty and dignity are far beyond doubt,
beyond perception, and stand forever as the mark of the Love of God for
His creations, who are wholly worthy of Him and *only* of Him. Nothing
else is sufficiently worthy to be a gift for a creation of God Himself.
I will substitute for your ego if you wish but *never* for your Soul. A
father can safely leave a child with an elder brother who has shown
himself responsible, but this involves no confusion about the child's
origin. The brother can protect the child's body and his ego, which are
*very* closely related, but he does not confuse *himself* with the father
because he does this, although the child may. I can be entrusted with
your body and your ego simply because this enables you *not* to be
concerned with them and lets *me* teach you their unimportance. I could
not understand their importance to *you* if I had not once been tempted to
believe in them myself.
Let us undertake to learn this lesson together, so we can be free of
them together. I need devoted teachers who share my aim of healing the
mind. The Soul is far beyond the need of your protection or mine.
Remember this:
*In this world you **need** not have tribulation **because**I
have overcome the world*.
*That* is why you should be of good cheer.
The Ego and False Autonomy
You have asked lately how the mind could ever have made the ego. This
is a perfectly reasonable question; in fact, the best question you could
ask. There is, however, no point in giving an historical answer, because
the past does not matter in human terms, and history would not exist if
the same errors were not being repeated in the present. Abstract thought
applies to knowledge, because knowledge is completely impersonal and
examples are irrelevant to its understanding. Perception, however, is
always specific and therefore quite concrete.
Each man makes one ego for himself, although it is subject to
enormous variation because of its instability, and one for everyone he
perceives, which is equally variable. Their interaction is a process
which literally alters both, because they were not made either *by* or
*with* the unalterable. It is particularly important to realize that
this alteration can and does occur as readily when the interaction takes
place *in the mind* as when it involves physical presence. *Thinking*
about another ego is as effective in changing relative perception as is
physical interaction. There could be no better example of the fact that
the ego is an idea, though not a reality-based thought.
Your own present state is a good example of how the mind made the
ego. You *do* have knowledge at times, but when you throw it away, it is
as if you never had it. This willfulness is so apparent that one need
only perceive it to see that it *does* happen. If it can occur that way
in the present, why is it surprising that it occurred that way in the
past? Psychology rests on the principle of the continuity of behavior.
Surprise is a reasonable response to the unfamiliar but hardly to
something that has occurred with such persistence. I am using your
present state \[as an example\] of how the mind *can* work, provided you
fully recognize that it *need* not work that way. Why are you surprised
that something happened in the dim past when it is so clearly happening
right now?
You forget the love that animals have for their own offspring and
the need they feel to protect them. This is because they regard them as
part of themselves. No one disowns something he regards as a very real
part of himself. Man reacts to his ego much as God does to His Souls:
with love, protection, and great charity. The reaction of man to the
self he made is not at all surprising. In fact it duplicates in many
ways how he will one day react to his *real* creations, which are as
timeless as he is. The question is not *how* man responds to his ego,
but what he believes he *is*.
Belief is an ego function, and as long as your origin is open to
belief at all, you *are* regarding it from an ego viewpoint. \[That is
why the Bible quotes me as saying “Ye believe in God, believe also in
me.” Belief *does* apply to me, because I am the teacher of the ego.\]
When teaching is no longer necessary, you will merely *know* God.
Belief that there *is* another way is the loftiest idea of which ego
thinking is capable. That is because it contains a hint of recognition
that the ego is *not* the self. Undermining the ego's thought system
*must* be perceived as painful, even though this is anything but true.
Babies scream in rage if you take away a knife or a scissors, even
though they may well harm themselves if you do not. The speed-up has
placed you in the same position.
You are *not* prepared, and in this sense you *are* babies. You have
no sense of real self-preservation and are very likely to decide that
you need precisely what would hurt you most. Whether you know it now or
not, however, you *have* willed to cooperate in a concerted and very
commendable effort to become both harm*less* and help*ful*, two
attributes which *must* go together. Your attitudes, even toward this,
are necessarily conflicted, because *all* attitudes are ego-based. This
will not last. Be patient awhile and remember that the outcome is as
certain as God.
Only those who have a real and lasting sense of abundance *can* be
truly charitable. This is quite obvious when you consider the concepts
involved. To the ego, to give anything implies that you will do without
it. When you associate giving with sacrifice, then, you give only
because you believe that you are somehow getting something better so
that you can do without the thing you give. “Giving to get” is an
inescapable law of the ego, which *always* evaluates itself in relation
to other egos and is therefore continually preoccupied with the
scarcity principle which gave rise to it. This is the meaning of
Freud's “reality principle” since Freud thought of the ego as very weak
and deprived, capable of functioning *only* as a thing in need.
The “reality principle” of the ego is not real at all. The ego is
forced to perceive the “reality” of other egos because it cannot
establish the reality of *itself*. In fact, its whole perception of
other egos *as* real is only an attempt to convince itself that *it* is
real. “Self esteem” in ego terms means nothing more than that the ego
has deluded itself into accepting its reality and is therefore
temporarily less predatory. This “self esteem” is *always* vulnerable
to stress, a term which actually refers to a condition in which the
delusion of the ego's reality is threatened. This produces either ego
deflation or ego inflation, resulting in either withdrawal or attack.
The ego literally lives by comparisons. This means that equality is
beyond its grasp and charity becomes impossible. The ego *never* gives
out of abundance, because it was made as a *substitute* for it. That is
why the concept of “getting” arose in the ego's thought system. All
appetites are “getting” mechanisms, representing the ego's need to
confirm itself. This is as true of bodily appetites as it is of the
so-called “higher” ego needs. Bodily appetites are *not* physical in
origin. The ego regards the body as its home and *does* try to satisfy
itself through the body, but the *idea* that this is possible is a
decision of the ego, which is completely confused about what is
*really* possible. This accounts for its erratic nature.
The ego believes it is completely on its own, which is merely
another way of describing how it originated. This is such a fearful
state that it can only turn to other egos and try to unite with them in
a feeble attempt at identification or attack them in an equally feeble
show of strength. It is *not* free, however, to consider the validity
of the premise itself, because this premise is its *foundation*. The
ego *is* the belief of the mind that it is completely on its own. Its
ceaseless attempts to gain the Soul's acknowledgment and thus to
establish its own existence are utterly useless.
The Soul in its knowledge is unaware of the ego. It does not attack
it; it merely cannot conceive of it at all. While the ego is equally
unaware of the Soul, it *does* perceive itself as rejected by
“something” which is greater than itself. This is why self-esteem in
ego terms *must* be a delusion. The creations of God do not create
myths, although the creative efforts of man *can* turn to mythology. It
can do so, however, only under one condition; what man then makes is no
longer creative. Myths are entirely perceptions and are so ambiguous in
form and so characteristically good and evil in nature that the most
benevolent of them is not without fearful components, if only by
innuendo.
Myths and magic are closely associated in that myths are usually
related to the ego origins and magic to the powers which the ego
ascribes to itself. Every mythological system includes some account of
“the creation” and associates this with its particular perception of
magic. The “battle for survival” is nothing more than the ego's
struggle to preserve itself and its interpretation of its own
beginning. This beginning is always associated with physical birth,
because no one maintains that the ego existed before that point in
time. The religiously ego-oriented believe that the Soul existed before
and will continue to exist afterwards, after a temporary lapse in ego
life. Some actually believe that the Soul will be punished for this
lapse, even though in reality it could not possibly know anything about
it.
The term “salvation” does *not* apply to the Soul, which is not in
danger and does not need to be salvaged. Salvation is nothing more than
“right-mindedness,” which is not the One-Mindedness of the Soul, but
which must be accomplished before One-Mindedness can be restored.
Right-mindedness dictates the next step automatically, because right
perception is uniformly without attack, so that wrong-mindedness is
obliterated. The ego cannot survive without judgment and is laid aside
accordingly. The mind then has only *one* direction in which it can
move. The direction which the mind will take is always automatic,
because it cannot *but* be dictated by the thought system to which the
mind adheres.
Every thought system has internal consistency, and this provides the
basis for the continuity of behavior. However, this is a matter of
reliability and not validity. “Reliable behavior” is a meaningful
perception as far as ego thinking goes. However, “valid behavior” is an
expression which is inherently contradictory, because validity is an
*end* and behavior is a *means*. These cannot be combined logically,
because when an end has been attained, the means for its attainment are
no longer meaningful.
A hypothesis is either false or true, to be accepted or rejected
accordingly. If it is shown to be true, it becomes a fact, after which
no one attempts to evaluate it unless its status *as* fact is
questioned. *Every* idea to which the ego has accorded the status of
fact is questionable, because facts are in the realm of knowledge.
Confusing realms of discourse is a thinking error which philosophers
have recognized for centuries. Psychologists are generally quite
deficient in this respect, as are many theologians. Data from one realm
of discourse do not mean anything in another, because they can be
understood only *within* the thought system of which they are a part.
That is why psychologists are concentrating increasingly on the ego in
an attempt to unify their clearly unrelated data. It need hardly be
said that an attempt to relate the unrelated *cannot* succeed.
The more recent ecological emphases are but another ingenious way of
trying to impose order on chaos. We have already credited the ego with
considerable ingenuity, though not with creativeness. It should,
however, be remembered that inventiveness is really wasted effort, even
in its most ingenious forms. We do not have to explain *anything*. This
is why we need not trouble ourselves with inventiveness. The highly
specific nature of invention is not worthy of the abstract creativity
of God's creations.
Love without Conflict
You have never understood what “the Kingdom of Heaven is within you”
means. The reason you have not understood it is because it is *not*
understandable to the ego, which interprets it as if something outside
is inside, and this does not mean anything. The word “within” is
unnecessary. The Kingdom of Heaven *is* you. What else *but* you did the
Creator create, and what else *but* you is His Kingdom? This is the
whole message of the Atonement, a message which in its totality
transcends the sum of its parts. Christmas is not a time; it is a state
of mind. The Christ Mind wills from the Soul, *not* from the ego, and
the Christ Mind *is* yours.
You too have a kingdom which your Soul created. It has *not* ceased
to create because your ego has set you on the road of perception. Your
Soul's creations are no more fatherless than *you* are. Your ego and
your Soul will never be co-creators, but your Soul and *your* Creator
will *always* be. Be confident that your creations are as safe as you
are.
*The Kingdom is perfectly united and perfectly protected,and the
ego will **not** prevail against it. Amen*.
That was written in that form because it is a good thing to use as a
kind of a prayer in moments of temptation. It is a Declaration of
Independence. You will find it very helpful if you understand it fully.
In its characteristically upside-down way, the ego has taken the
impulses from the superconscious and perceives them as if they arise in
the unconscious. The ego judges what is to be accepted, and the
impulses from the superconscious are unacceptable to it because they
clearly point to the nonexistence of the ego itself. The ego therefore
experiences threat and not only censors but also reinterprets the data.
However, as Freud correctly pointed out, what you have repressed can
retain a very active life *beyond* your awareness.
Repression thus operates to conceal not only the baser impulses but
also the most lofty ones from awareness because *both* are threatening
to the ego and, being concerned primarily with its own preservation in
the face of threat, the ego perceives them *as the same*. The
threat-value of the lofty is actually much greater to the ego because
the pull of God Himself can hardly be equated with the pull of human
appetites. By perceiving them *as* the same, the ego attempts to save
itself from being swept away, as it would surely *be* in the presence
of knowledge.
The upper level of the unconscious thus contains the Call of God as
well as the call of the body. That is why the basic conflict between
love and fear is unconscious; the ego cannot tolerate either and
represses both by resorting to inhibition. Society depends on
inhibiting the latter, but *salvation* depends on *dis*inhibiting the
former. The reason you need *my* help is because you have repressed
your own Guide and therefore need guidance. My role is to separate the
true from the false in your unconscious so it can break through the
barriers the ego has set up and shine into your minds. Against our
united strength, the ego *cannot* prevail.
It should be apparent to you by now why the ego regards the Soul as
its “enemy.” The ego arose from the separation, and its continued
existence depends on *your* continuing belief in the separation. Having
reduced the Soul impulses to the unconscious, the ego has to offer you
some sort of reward for maintaining this belief. All it *can* offer is
a sense of temporary existence, which begins with its *own* beginning
and ends with its *own* ending. It tells you this life is *your*
existence because it *is* its own. Against this sense of temporary
existence the Soul offers you the knowledge of permanence and
unshakable *being*. No one who has experienced the revelation of *this*
can ever fully believe in the ego again. How can its meager offering to
you prevail against the glorious gift of God?
You who identify *with* your egos cannot believe that God loves you.
*You* do not love what you have made, and what you made does not love
*you*. Being made out of the denial of the Father, the ego has no
allegiance to its own maker. You cannot conceive of the real
relationship which exists between God and His Souls because of the
hatred you have for the self *you* have made. You project onto your
*own* idea of yourself the will to separate, which conflicts with the
love you feel for what you made *because* you made it. No human love is
without this ambivalence, and since no ego has experienced love
*without* ambivalence, the concept is beyond its understanding.
Love will enter immediately into *any* mind which truly wants it,
but it *must* want it truly. This means that it wants it *without*
ambivalence, and this kind of wanting is wholly without the ego's
“drive to get.” There is a kind of experience which is so different
from anything the ego can offer that you will never recover. The word
“recover” is used quite literally here—you will never be able to cover
or hide again. It is necessary to repeat here that your belief in
darkness and in hiding *is* why the light cannot enter. The Bible gives
many references to the immeasurable gifts which are *for* you but for
which *you* must ask. This is not a condition as the ego sets
conditions. It is the glorious condition of what you *are*.
No force except your own will is strong enough or worthy enough to
guide you. In this you are as free as God and must remain so forever.
You can never be bound except in honor, and that is always voluntary.
Let us ask the Father in my name to keep you mindful of His Love for
you and yours for Him. He has never failed to answer this request
because it asks only for what He has already willed. Those who call
truly are *always* answered. Thou shalt have no other gods before Him
because there *are* none.
It has never really entered your mind to give up every idea you ever
had that *opposes* knowledge. You retain thousands of little scraps of
meanness which prevent the Holy One from entering. Light cannot
penetrate through the walls you make to block it, and it is forever
unwilling to destroy what you have made. No one can see *through* a
wall, but *I* can step around it. Watch your minds for the scraps of
meanness or you will be unable to ask me to do so. I can help you only
as our Father created us. I will love you and honor you and maintain
complete respect for what you have made, but I will neither honor it
nor love it unless it is true.
I will never forsake you any more than God will, but I *must* wait
as long as you choose to forsake yourself. Because I wait in love and
not in impatience, you will surely ask me truly. I will come in
response to a single unequivocal call. Watch carefully and see what it
is you are really asking for. Be very honest with yourself about this,
for we must hide nothing from each other. If you will really try to do
this, you have taken the first step toward preparing your mind for the
Holy One to enter. We will prepare for this together, for once He has
come, you will be ready to help me make other minds ready for Him. How
long will you deny Him His Kingdom?
In your own unconscious, deeply repressed by the ego, is the
declaration of your release. *God has given you everything*. This is
the one fact that means the ego does not exist and which therefore
makes it profoundly afraid. In the ego's language, remember, “to have”
and “to be” are different, but they are identical to the Soul. The Soul
knows that you both *have* everything and *are* everything. Any
distinction in this respect is meaningful only when the idea of
“getting,” which implies a lack, has *already* been accepted. That is
why we made no distinction before between *having* the Kingdom of God
and *being* the Kingdom of God.
The calm being of God's Kingdom, which in your sane mind is
perfectly conscious, is ruthlessly banished from the part of the mind
which the ego rules. The ego is desperate because it opposes literally
invincible odds, whether you are asleep or awake. Consider how much
vigilance you have been willing to exert to protect your ego and how
little you have been willing to expend to protect your higher mind. Who
but the insane would undertake to believe what is not true and then
protect this belief at the *cost* of truth?
The Escape from Fear
If you cannot hear the Voice of God, it is because you do not choose
to listen. The fact that you *do* listen to the voice of your ego is
demonstrated by your attitudes, your feelings, and your behavior. Your
attitudes are obviously conflicted, your feelings have a narrow range on
the negative side but are never purely joyous, and your behavior is
either strained or unpredictable. Yet this is what you *want*. This is
what you are fighting to keep and what you are vigilant to save. Your
minds are filled with schemes to save the face of your egos, and you do
not seek the Face of God. The glass in which the ego seeks to see its
face is dark indeed. How can it maintain the trick of its existence
except with mirrors? But where *you* look to find yourself is up to you.
We have said that you cannot change your mind by changing your
behavior, but we have also said, and many times before, that you *can*
change your mind. When your mood tells you that you have chosen wrongly,
and this is so whenever you are not joyous, then *know* this need not
be. In every case you have thought wrongly about some Soul that God
created and are perceiving images your ego makes in a darkened glass.
Think honestly what you have thought that God would *not* have thought
and what you have *not* thought that God would have you think. Search
sincerely for what you have done and left undone accordingly, and then
change your minds *to think with God's*.
This may seem hard to you, but it is much easier than trying to think
*against* it. Your mind *is* one with God's. Denying this and thinking
otherwise has held your ego together but has literally split your mind.
As a loving brother, I am deeply concerned with your mind and urge you
to follow my example as you look at yourselves and at each other and see
in both the glorious creations of a glorious Father.
When you are sad, *know that this need not be*. Depression *always*
arises ultimately from a sense of being deprived of something you want
and do not have. *Know* you are deprived of nothing except by your own
decisions, and then decide otherwise.
When you are anxious, *know* that all anxiety comes from the
capriciousness of the ego *and need not be*. You can be as vigilant
*against* the ego's dictates as *for* them.
When you feel guilty, *know* that the ego has indeed violated the
laws of God, but *you* have not. Leave the sins of the ego to me. That
is what Atonement is for. But until you change your mind about those
your ego has hurt, the Atonement cannot release you. As long as you feel
guilty, your ego is in command because only the ego *can* experience
guilt. *This need not be*.
Watch your mind for the temptations of the ego and do not be deceived
by it. *Know* it offers you nothing. When you have given up this
voluntary dispiriting, you will see how your mind can focus and rise
above fatigue and heal. Yet you are not sufficiently vigilant *against*
the demands of the ego to disengage yourself. *This need not be*.
The habit of engaging *with* God and His creations is easily made if
you actively refuse to let your minds slip away. The problem is *not*
one of concentration; it is the belief that no one, including yourself,
is *worth* consistent effort. Side with me *consistently* against this
deception, and do not permit this shabby belief to pull you back. The
disheartened are useless to themselves and to me, but only the ego can
*be* disheartened. Have you *really* considered how many opportunities
you have to gladden yourselves and how many of them you have refused?
There is no limit to the power of a Son of God, but he himself can limit
the expression of his power as much as he chooses.
Your mind and mine can unite in shining your ego away and releasing
the strength of God into everything you think and will and do. Do not
settle for anything *less* than this, and refuse to accept anything
*but* this as your goal. Watch your minds carefully for *any* beliefs
that hinder its accomplishment, and step away from them. Judge how well
you have done this by your own feelings, for this is the one *right* use
of judgment. Judgment, like any other defense, can be used to attack or
protect, to hurt or to heal. The ego *should* be brought to your
judgment and found wanting there. Without your own allegiance,
protection, and love, it cannot exist. Judge your ego truly, and you
*must* withdraw allegiance, protection, and love from it.
You are mirrors of truth in which God Himself shines in perfect
light. To the ego's dark glass you need but say, “I will not look there
because I *know* these images are not true.” Then let the Holy One shine
on you in peace, knowing that this and *only* this must be. His Mind
shone on you in your creation and brought *your* mind into being. His
Mind still shines on you and must shine *through* you. Your ego cannot
prevent *Him* from shining on you, but it *can* prevent you from letting
Him shine *through* you.
The first coming of Christ is just another name for the creation, for
Christ is the Son of God. The *second* coming of Christ means nothing
more than the end of the ego's rule over part of the minds of men and
the healing of the mind. I was created like you in the first, and I have
called you to join with me in the second. If you will think over your
lives, you will see how carefully the preparations were made. I am in
charge of the second coming, and my judgment, which is used only for
protection, cannot be wrong because it *never* attacks. *Yours* is so
distorted that you believe I was mistaken in choosing you. I assure you
this is a mistake of your egos. Do *not* mistake it for humility.
Your egos are trying to convince you that *they* are real and *I* am
not because, if *I* am real, I am no more real than *you* are. That
knowledge, and I assure you that it *is* knowledge, means that Christ
must come into your minds and heal them. Although I am *not* attacking
your egos, I *am* working with your higher mind whether you are asleep
or awake, just as your ego does with your lower mind. I am your
vigilance in this, because you are too confused to recognize your own
hope. I was *not* mistaken. Your minds *will* elect to join with mine,
and together we are invincible.
You will yet come together in my name, and your sanity will be
restored. I raised the dead by *knowing* that life is an eternal
attribute of everything that the living God created. Why do you believe
it is harder for me to inspire the dispirited or to stabilize the
unstable? *I* do not believe that there is an order of difficulty in
miracles; *you* do. I have called, and you will answer. I *know* that
miracles are natural because they are expressions of love. My calling
you is as natural as your answer and as inevitable.
The Ego-Body Illusion
*All* things work together for good. There are *no* exceptions except
in the ego's judgment. Control is a central factor in what the ego
permits into consciousness and one to which it devotes its maximum
vigilance. This is *not* the way a balanced mind holds together. *Its*
control is unconscious. The ego is further off balance by keeping its
primary *motivation* unconscious and raising control rather than
sensible judgment to predominance. The ego has every reason to do this
according to the thought system which gave rise to it and which it
serves. Sane judgment would inevitably judge *against* the ego and must
be obliterated *by* the ego in the interest of its self-preservation.
A major source of the ego's off-balanced state is its lack of
discrimination between impulses from God and from the body. Any thought
system which makes this confusion *must* be insane. Yet this demented
state is *essential* to the ego, which judges only in terms of threat or
non-threat *to itself*. In one sense the ego's fear of the idea of God
is at least logical, since this idea *does* dispel the ego. Fear of
dissolution from the Higher Source, then, makes *some* sense in
ego-terms. But fear of the body, with which the ego identifies so
closely, is more blatantly senseless.
The body is the ego's home by its own election. It is the only
identification with which the ego feels safe, because the body's
vulnerability is its own best argument that you *cannot* be of God. This
is the belief that the ego sponsors eagerly. Yet the ego hates the body
because it does not accept the idea that the body is *good* enough to be
its home. Here is where the mind becomes actually dazed. Being told by
the ego that it is really part of the body and that the body is its
protector, the mind is also constantly informed that the body can *not*
protect it. This, of course, is not only accurate but perfectly obvious.
Therefore the mind asks, “Where can I go for protection?” to which
the ego replies, “Turn to me.” The mind, and not without cause, reminds
the ego that it has itself insisted that it *is* identified with the
body, so there is no point in turning to it for protection. The ego has
no real answer to this because there *is* none, but it *does* have a
typical solution. It obliterates the *question* from the mind's
awareness. Once unconscious, the question can and does produce
uneasiness, but it cannot be answered because it cannot be *asked*. This
is the question which *must* be asked: “Where am I to go for
protection?” Even the insane ask it unconsciously, but it requires real
sanity to ask it consciously.
When the Bible says, “Seek and ye shall find,” it does not mean that
you should seek blindly and desperately for something you would not
recognize. Meaningful seeking is consciously undertaken, consciously
organized, and consciously directed. The goal must be formulated clearly
*and kept in mind*. As a teacher with some experience, let me remind you
that learning and *wanting* to learn are inseparable. All learners learn
best when they believe that what they are trying to learn is of *value*
to them. However, values in this world are hierarchical, and not
everything you may want to learn has lasting value.
Indeed, many of the things you want to learn are chosen *because*
their value will not last. The ego thinks it is an advantage not to
commit itself to *anything* that is eternal because the eternal *must*
come from God. Eternalness is the one function which the ego has tried
to develop but has systematically failed. It may surprise you to learn
that had the ego wished to do so it could have made the eternal because,
as a product of the mind, it *is* endowed with the power of its own
creator. However, the *decision* to do this, rather than the ability to
do it, is what the ego cannot tolerate. That is because the decision,
from which the ability would naturally develop, would necessarily
involve accurate perception, a state of clarity which the ego, fearful
of being judged truly, *must* avoid.
The results of this dilemma are peculiar, but no more so than the
dilemma itself. The ego has reacted characteristically here as elsewhere
because mental illness, which is *always* a form of ego involvement, is
not a matter of reliability as much as of validity. The ego compromises
with the issue of the eternal, just as it does with all issues that
touch on the real question in any way. By compromising in connection
with all *tangential* questions, it hopes to hide the real question *and
keep it out of mind*. The ego's characteristic busyness with
non-essentials is for precisely that purpose.
Consider the alchemist's age-old attempts to turn base metal into
gold. The one question which the alchemist did not permit himself to ask
was, “What *for*?” He could not ask this because it would immediately
become apparent that there was no sense in his efforts even if he
succeeded. If gold became more plentiful, its value would decrease, and
his own purpose would be defeated. The ego has countenanced some strange
compromises with the idea of the eternal, making many odd attempts to
relate the concept to the *un*important in an effort to satisfy the mind
without jeopardizing itself. Thus, it has permitted minds to devote
themselves to the possibility of perpetual *motion*, but *not* to
perpetual thoughts.
Ideational preoccupations with problems set up to be incapable of
solution are also favorite ego devices for impeding the strong-willed
from making real learning progress. The problems of squaring the circle
and carrying pi to infinity are good examples. A more recent ego attempt
is particularly noteworthy. The idea of preserving the *body* by
suspension, thus giving it the kind of limited immortality which the ego
can tolerate, is among its more recent appeals to the mind. It is
noticeable, however, that in all these diversionary tactics, the one
question which is *never* asked by those who pursue them is, “What
*for*?”
This is the question which *you* must learn to ask in connection with
*everything* your mind wishes to undertake. What is the purpose?
Whatever it is, you cannot doubt that it will channelize your efforts
automatically. When you make a decision of purpose, then, you have made
a decision about your future effort, a decision which will remain in
effect unless you change the *decision*.
Psychologists are in a good position to realize that the ego is
capable of making and accepting as real some very distorted
associations. The confusion of sex with aggression and the resulting
behavior, which is perceived as the same for both, serves as an example.
This is “understandable” to the psychologist and does not produce
surprise. The lack of surprise, however, is *not* a sign of
understanding. It is a symptom of the psychologist's ability to accept
as reasonable a compromise which is clearly senseless—to attribute it to
the mental illness of the patient rather than his own and to limit his
questions about both the patient *and* himself to the trivial.
Such relatively minor confusions of the ego are not among its more
profound misassociations, although they do reflect them. Your egos have
been blocking the more important questions which your minds *should*
ask. You do not understand a patient while you yourselves are willing to
limit the questions you raise about *his* mind because you are also
accepting these limits for *yours*. This makes you unable to heal him
*and* yourselves. Be always unwilling to adapt to *any* situation in
which miracle-mindedness is unthinkable. That state in itself is enough
to demonstrate that the perception is wrong.
The Constant State
It cannot be emphasized too often that correcting perception is
merely a temporary expedient. It is necessary to do so only because
misperception is a block to knowledge, while accurate perception is a
stepping-stone *towards* it. The whole value of right perception lies in
the inevitable judgment which it entails that it *is* unnecessary. This
removes the block entirely. You may ask how this is possible as long as
you appear to be living in this world, and since this is a sensible
question, it has a sensible answer. You must be careful, however, that
you really understand the question. What *is* the “you” who are living
in this world?
Immortality is a constant state. It is as true now as it ever was or
ever will be because it implies *no change at all*. It is not a
continuum nor is it understood by being compared to an opposite.
Knowledge never involves comparisons. That is its essential difference
from everything else the mind can grasp. “A little knowledge” is not
dangerous except to the ego. Vaguely it senses threat, and being unable
to realize that “a little knowledge” is a meaningless phrase since “all”
and “a little” in this context are the same, the ego decides that, since
“all” is impossible, the fear does not lie there. “A little,” however,
is a scarcity concept, and *this* the ego understands well. “A little,”
then, is perceived as the real threat.
The essential thing to remember is that the ego *does not recognize*
the real source of its perceived threat, and if *you* associate yourself
with the ego, *you* do not perceive the whole situation as it is. Only
your allegiance to it gives the ego *any* power over you.
We have spoken of the ego as if it were a separate thing acting on
its own. This was necessary to persuade you that you cannot dismiss it
lightly and must realize how much of your thinking is ego-directed. We
cannot safely let it go at that, however, or you will regard yourselves
as necessarily conflicted as long as you are here, or more properly, as
long as you *believe* that you are here.
The ego is nothing more than a *part* of your belief about
yourselves. Your other life has continued without interruption and has
been and always will be totally unaffected by your attempts to
dissociate. The ratio of repression and dissociation varies with the
individual ego-illusion, but dissociation is always involved or you
would not believe that you *are* here. In learning to escape from the
illusions you have made, your great debt to each other is something you
must never forget. It is exactly the same debt that you owe to me.
Whenever you react egotistically towards each other, you are throwing
away the graciousness of your indebtedness and the holy perception it
would produce.
The term “holy” can be used here because as you learn how much you
*are* indebted to the whole Sonship, which *includes* me, you come as
close to knowledge as perception ever can. The gap is then so small that
knowledge can easily flow across it and obliterate it forever. You have
very little trust in me as yet, but it will increase as you turn more
and more often to me *instead* of your egos for guidance. The results
will convince you increasingly that your choice in turning to me is the
only sane one you can make. No one who has learned from experience that
one choice brings peace and joy while another brings chaos and disaster
needs much conditioning.
The ego cannot withstand the conditioning process because the process
itself *demonstrates* that there is another way. Conditioning by rewards
has always been more effective than conditioning by pain because pain is
an ego-illusion and can never induce more than a temporary effect. The
rewards of God, however, are immediately recognized as eternal. Since
this recognition is made by you and *not* the ego, the recognition
*itself* establishes that you and your ego *cannot* be identical. You
may believe that you have already accepted the difference, but you are
by no means convinced as yet. The very fact that you are preoccupied
with the idea of escaping *from* the ego shows this.
You *cannot* escape from the ego by humbling it or controlling it or
punishing it. Remember that the ego and the Soul *do not know* each
other. The separated mind cannot maintain the separation *except* by
dissociating. Having done this, it utilizes repression against all truly
natural impulses, not because the *ego* is a separate thing, but because
you want to believe that *you* are. The ego is a device for maintaining
this belief, but it is still only *your* willingness to use the device
that enables it to endure.
My trust in you is greater than yours in me at the moment, but it
will not always be that way. Your mission is very simple. You have been
chosen to live so as to demonstrate that you are *not* an ego. I repeat
that I do not choose God's channels wrongly. The Holy One shares my
trust and always approves my Atonement decisions because my will is
never out of accord with His. I have told you before that I am in charge
of the whole Atonement. This is *only* because I completed my part in it
as a man and can now complete it through other men. My chosen receiving
and sending channels cannot fail because I will lend them *my* strength
as long as theirs is wanting.
I will go with you to the Holy One, and through *my* perception, *He*
can bridge the little gap. Your gratitude to *each other* is the only
gift I want. I will bring it to God for you, knowing that to know your
brother *is* to know God. A little knowledge is an all-encompassing
thing. If you are grateful to each other, you are grateful to God for
what He created. Through your gratitude, you can come to know each
other, and one moment of real recognition makes all men your brothers
because they are all of your Father. Love does not conquer all things,
but it *does* set all things right. Because you are all the Kingdom of
God, I can lead you back to your own creations, which you do not yet
know. What has been dissociated is still there.
As you come closer to a brother, you *do* approach me and, as you
withdraw from him, *I* become distant to you. Your giant step forward
was to insist on a “collaborative venture.” This does not go against the
true spirit of meditation; it is inherent in it. Meditation is a
collaborative venture with God. It *cannot* be undertaken successfully
by those who disengage themselves from the Sonship because they are
disengaging themselves from me. God will come to you *only* as you will
give Him to your brothers. Learn first of them, and you will be ready to
hear God as you hear them. That is because the function of love is one.
How can you teach someone the value of something he has deliberately
thrown away? He must have thrown it away because he did not value it.
You can only show him how miserable he is without it and bring it near
very slowly, so he can learn how his misery lessens as he approaches it.
This conditions him to associate his misery with its absence and to
associate the opposite of misery with its presence. It gradually becomes
desirable as he changes his mind about its worth.
I am conditioning you to associate misery with the ego and joy with
the Soul. You have conditioned yourselves the other way around. A far
greater reward, however, will break through any conditioning if it is
repeatedly offered whenever the old habit pattern is broken. You are
still free to choose, but can you really *want* the rewards of the ego
in the presence of the rewards of God?
Creation and Communication
It should be clear by now that, while the content of any particular
ego-illusion does not matter, it is usually more helpful to correct it
in a specific context. Ego-illusions are *quite* specific, although they
frequently change and although the mind is naturally abstract. The mind
nevertheless becomes concrete voluntarily as soon as it splits. However,
only *part* of it splits, so only *part* of it is concrete. The concrete
part is the same part that believes in the ego because the ego *depends*
on the specific. It is the part that believes your existence means you
are *separate*.
Everything the ego perceives is a separate whole, without the
relationships that imply *being*. The ego is thus *against*
communication except in so far as it is utilized to *establish*
separateness rather than to abolish it. The communication system of the
ego is based on its own thought system, as is everything else it
dictates. Its communication is controlled by its need to protect itself,
and it will disrupt communication when it experiences threat. While this
is always so, individual egos perceive different kinds of threat which
are quite specific in their own judgment. For example, although all
forms of perceived demands may be classified or judged by the ego as
coercive communication which must be disrupted, the response of breaking
communication will nevertheless be to a *specific* person or persons.
The specificity of the ego's thinking, then, results in a spurious
kind of generalization which is really not abstract at all. It will
respond in certain specific ways to *all* stimuli which it perceives as
related. In contrast the Soul reacts in the same way to everything it
knows is true and does not respond at all to anything else. Nor does it
make any attempt to *establish* what is true. It knows that what is true
is everything that God created. It is in complete and direct
communication with every aspect of creation because it is in complete
and direct communication with its Creator.
*This* communication *is* the Will of God. Creation and communication
are synonymous. God created every mind by communicating His Mind to it,
thus establishing it forever as a channel for the reception of His Mind
and Will. Since only beings of a like order can truly communicate, His
creations naturally communicate *with* Him and *like* Him. This
communication is perfectly abstract in that its quality is universal in
application and not subject to *any* judgment, *any* exception, or *any*
alteration. God created you *by* this and *for* this. The mind can
distort its function, but it cannot endow itself with functions it was
not given. That is why the mind cannot totally lose the ability to
communicate, even though it may refuse to utilize it on behalf of being.
Existence as well as being rests on communication. Existence,
however, is *specific* in how, what, and with whom communication is
judged to be worth undertaking. Being is completely without these
distinctions. It is a state in which the mind *is* in communication with
everything that is real, including the Soul. To whatever extent you
permit this state to be curtailed, you are limiting your sense of your
*own* reality, which becomes total only by your recognizing *all*
reality in the glorious context of its *real* relationship to you. This
*is* your reality. Do not desecrate it or recoil from it. It is your
real home, your real temple, and your real Self.
God, Who encompasses *all* being, nevertheless created beings who
have everything individually but who want to share it to increase their
joy. Nothing that is real can be increased *except* by sharing. That is
why God Himself created you. Divine Abstraction takes joy in
application, and that is what creation *means*. “How,” “what,” and “to
whom” are irrelevant because real creation gives everything, since it
can create *only* like itself. Remember that in being there is no
difference between “having” and “being” as there is in existence. In the
state of being, the mind gives everything always.
The Bible repeatedly states that you should praise God. This hardly
means that you should tell Him how wonderful He is. He has no ego with
which to accept such thanks and no perception with which to judge such
offerings. But unless you take your part in the creation, His joy is not
complete because *yours* is incomplete. And *this* He does know. He
knows it in His own Being and its experience of His Son's experience.
The constant *going out* of His Love is blocked when His channels are
closed, and He *is* lonely when the minds He created do not communicate
fully with Him.
God *has* kept your kingdom for you, but He cannot share His joy
with you until you know it with your whole mind. Even revelation is not
enough because it is communication *from* God. It is not enough until it
is *shared*. God does not need revelation returned to Him, which would
clearly be impossible, but He *does* want revelation brought to others.
This cannot be done with the actual revelation because its content
cannot be expressed, and it is intensely personal to the mind which
receives it. It can, however, still be returned *by* that mind through
its attitudes to *other* minds which the knowledge from the revelation
brings.
God is praised whenever any mind learns to be wholly helpful. This
is impossible without being wholly harmless because the two beliefs
coexist. The truly helpful are invulnerable because they are *not*
protecting their egos, so that nothing *can* hurt them. Their
helpfulness *is* their praise of God, and He will return their praise of
Him because they are like Him, and they can rejoice together. God goes
out to them and through them, and there is great joy throughout the
Kingdom. Every mind that is changed adds to this joy with its own
individual willingness to share in it. The truly helpful are God's
miracle workers whom I direct until we are all united in the joy of the
Kingdom. I will direct you to wherever you can be truly helpful and to
whoever can follow my guidance through you.
True Rehabilitation
Every mind which is split needs rehabilitation. The medical
orientation to rehabilitation emphasizes the body, while the vocational
orientation stresses the ego. The “team” approach generally leads more
to confusion than to anything else because it is too often misused as a
way of exerting the ego's domination over other egos, rather than as a
real experiment in the cooperation of minds. Rehabilitation as a
movement is an improvement over the overt neglect of those in need of
help, but it is often little more than a painful attempt on the part of
the halt to lead the blind.
The ego is likely to fear broken bodies because it cannot tolerate
them. The ego cannot tolerate ego weakness either without ambivalence
because it is afraid of its own weakness as well as the weakness of its
chosen home. When it is threatened, the ego blocks your natural impulse
to help, placing you under the strain of divided will. You may then be
tempted to withdraw to allow your ego to recover and to gain enough
strength to be helpful again on a basis limited enough *not* to threaten
your ego but too limited to give *you* joy. Those with broken bodies are
often looked down on by the ego because of its belief that nothing but a
perfect body is worthy as its *own* temple.
A mind that recoils from a hurt body is in great need of
rehabilitation itself. *All* symptoms of hurt need true helpfulness, and
whenever they are met with this, the mind that so meets them heals
*itself*. Rehabilitation is an attitude of praising God as He Himself
knows praise. He offers praise to you, and you must offer it to others.
The chief handicaps of the clinicians lie in their attitudes to those
whom their egos perceive as weakened and damaged. *By* these
evaluations, they have weakened and damaged their own helpfulness and
have thus set their own rehabilitation back. Rehabilitation is *not*
concerned either with the ego's fight for control or its need to avoid
and withdraw. You can do much on behalf of your own rehabilitation *and*
that of others if in a situation calling for healing you think of it
this way:
*I am here **only** to be truly helpful.
I am here to represent Christ, Who sent me.
I do **not** have to worry about what to say or what to do
because He Who sent me will direct me.
I am content to be wherever He wishes, knowing He goes there with me.
I will be healed as I let Him teach me to heal*.